Frustration
So, I have to say, I am pretty frustrated by this process, and my role in it, and the program and the whole thing. It is a crappy day, and nothing and no one is going to change that, and so it goes.
I fell off the wagon, and my number this week reflected a loss of weight, but it was a small one. So I suppose that it is a good thing.
I am just sick of this. Why am I paying for this? I missed a class, and no one is there to give me any structure. I have no accountability to anything here. I can go off the wagon, and no one is going to be there to help me out. I just do not get it. I feel like I am doing this by myself, and the point of the program is that I am supposed to be doing this with someone. But I feel alone in it.
I have not gotten enough exercise recently. I am traveling for work, and as a result am very tired when I get home.
This sucks today. It just sucks. I am not learning anything. I am just eating less. Wow.
oldwoodchair said:
Dino: I’ve been reading you accounts with this program you are on with interest, because I had recently joined a “group” to get into shape. However, I’m not sure (maybe missed it at some point) as to what program you are in. I had joined Weight Watchers (yup, that old standby) and I gotta tell ya, they were great and the program was easy, understandable, and do-able. I found what helped tremendously was having a “buddy” to join with…we helped each other over the crisis spots…and there are lots of those! But with humor and creativity, and, yes, a little well planned cheating, it works! Anybody you buddy-up with? If not, those of us following your story are here for ya, man!
December 13th, 2007 at 10:05 pm #