Leaping off
So, tonight I am going to over eat. I know it in advance. Its funny how bad today sucks, and as a result, fuck it, I am eating chicken wings, and drinking a Mountain Dew live wire while watching The Bourne Ultimatum.
Its funny, the change in me is inside, because I have a feeling I am going to eat about 6 wings, drink half the soda, and that will be it. I cant even gorge myself anymore.
Today is my birthday, and my birthday has sucked for the past few years. I got a song from Marcus yesterday, and Andy wished me will. I grow more resentful of humanity on my birthday, and the funny thing is I have chosen this lifestyle for myself. This solitary adventure.
Ahh, tomorrow is a new day.
carey54474 said:
Hi Dino:
Remember me? Carey Bartells, now Leszczynski. Happy Birthday!!!!!!
December 18th, 2007 at 1:31 pm #
oldwoodchair said:
Ahhh…birthdays. I have no reason for mine to suck, but they always do because I CHOOSE that day to wallow in self-pity, and mourning for another year down the tubes, and the ebbing of youth, and anything else I can think of to feel miserable about…..what fun!!! So feel crappy, eat the wings, drink the dew, and then tomorrow wake up and get on with your life and reinforce your committment to making it better and more interesting, and conquer new hurddles and participate in new adventures…all to bring you ’round to the next birthday when you can once again wallow in the sweet misery of another birth-day….I always look forward to the woe of it all!
One question I have for you….”this solitary adventure”…if you’re writing about it, and we’re interested enough to read about it…which means we think about it…is it really solitary?
At any rate, here’s lifting a glass to you on your birthday! (and the glass is full of fully-leaded Pepsi, not that fake diet stuff…)
December 18th, 2007 at 11:08 pm #