Been Away
Sorry for my absence. Here is a photo the illustrates me state of mind these days. I am tired, and stressed out, and not sure about much. I think that during this time of rehab, I have extended myself into some unhealthy relationships, and have been scaling them back. It has not led to bad eating, but it has led to lack of sleep. I moved the wake up from 4 am to 5 am.
Thats all I have. My heart is heavy.
ash122 said:
I am not a religious church going person, but definitely a spiritual one. One time during a time of great conflict, someone once told me, “Be still and know that I am God.” Now whether you believe or not is a personal issue but I think the most important part of this verse is to “Be still” so taking time away to “be still” is a good thing. It is a very hard thing to do to not be reactive…our human nature wants us to do that. It’s very hard to be still, let the haze of the confusion clear and then proceed. You are going through alot of changes physically, mentally and maybe spiritually. You have opened yourself up through this blog in a very courageous way…so have a little faith, be still and the answers will come.
March 19th, 2008 at 5:18 pm #