Tonight I savor the anger
I had a great day. I have been sitting home tonight listening to nothing but Sleater Kinney. God it just fuels the way I think, and the result of my day. The Wood is such a strong record.
I think that i got here by settling. By curving, by bending, by not being me. I got here by sitting still, and not being who I want to be.
I do not follow my joy, and now with my limitations I feel even shittier about that. Now I have to take my body back, and I want my joy back. Now more than ever. I want my body to do what I want.