100 Day Fire Sale
So, with the sickness, that has lingered for a whole week, I did not get to the gym. As a result I felt and feel hugely depressed. I had some high experiences, but over all the swing down, has been brutal. Last night was the first Fillmor night, and the owners told me that it was the biggest night they have ever had. But I was so bombarded by questions and complaint by people, about things that are not mine to deal with, that I was so upset by the time I got home, I tend to doubt that I will continue. The guys were amazing, but my experience, was pretty bad.
Anyway, like I said, the week was rough. I fell off the soda wagon 4 times. I tried the Mountain Dew flavors. The sucked. Not as good as the grape flavor, the first one not the second on with grape and lime.
So tomorrow I think I will be going to the gym at noon. I think I need to do what I can, and hope that endophins can balance this out a little bit. Monday I have a doctor appointment, and I get to have my heart done, and my blood work and all of that. I am hoping to go back on the lexapro, in the hopes that it helps with the swings.
In other news, I spent today cleaning the house. Which was fun.