I am anxious
I wanted to be in bed hours ago, but my head is pretty far from centered right now. I wish I could tell you what it was, but I can tell you how it is manifesting. I am wasting time, not meeting my responsibilities, and generally hiding from everything. I do not know what to make of this, and in all honesty I am pretty sure it is going to pass, but for now, I am anxious.
All of this is manifesting in weird ways. I crave tuna fish sandwiches. Not for years have I even THOUGHT about tuna. Now, I feel like a day is not a day without tuna. I wish I knew what that was about.
Exercise wise, I feel pretty okay. The hill is cool, though I do it alone. I wish Sullie would come along, but he doesn’t because of the myriad of stuff going on his life right now. We roped Cheryl’s husband in to it, I think. His name is Chris, and honestly another guy friend is not going to hurt anything.