by retrogal15 on December 3rd, 2008 • One Comment »
School is coming to an end. Officially I have 12 days left of classes (including finals), and 15 days left in Madison. It’s been crazy. I am most definitely going to miss school when I graduate. Since elementary school, I have always loved learning, going to classes, doing homework (go figure). I still do, no matter how much I complain about it. Thus, I have concluded that part of my anxiety, these days (which has skyrocketed) revolves around my soon to be new routine. There will be no more deadlines, no studying, no attending lectures, less people to attempt to please, etc. This may sound all bright & dandy to most, yet for me… it will be a challenge. I will miss school, that’s all.
On another note, John and I signed a lease for a duplex/house this past weekend in Wausau. It’s spacious, comfortable, and it’s ours. I am looking forward to moving back. So much.
On yet another note, I need a job. I’ve been looking online, and I am finding that Wausau, in general, does not offer many websites with job postings. I suppose I am so used to the city of Madison, as well as the UW, providing all job resources online, that I’ve become spoiled. If I am missing job resources online for Wausau, could someone point me in the right direction? (assuming people actually read this blog on CW)
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by retrogal15 on November 11th, 2008 • 2 Comments »
I went home to Wausau, this past weekend, to visit family and to finally see a doctor about my chronic back pain. Making the drive up to Wausau is no big deal, yet having to drive back to Madison, my original hometown, has become rather painstakingly long. I don’t know what it is that attracts me to Northern Wisconsin, but I do know I feel truly “at home” in Wausau. Madison has most definitely lost its brilliance and appeal for me. What I once thought was the the US epicenter of all things great, I now view it as a thorn in my side - the traffic congestion, the social competition among students and affluent members of the community, the so-called liberalism supposedly apparent from all corners of the city, the high rent prices, the noise, etc (I know there are troubles like these in all towns and cities; trust me I know). There are great aspects to Madison, but having lived almost my whole life here, the “appeal” vanishes - for me, that is.
Anyways, I will stop my complaining… This weekend was wonderful. My parents, the phenomenal cooks that they are, made traditional jambalaya with fresh seafood and plenty of spice. My sister is now taller than me, yet only in the eighth grade. I saw John and had a fantastic time with him. We went out Saturday night, for the first time in months… it was refreshing and well needed. By no means did we get trashed, but we did have a good time.
On Monday, I had doctor’s appointment for just a general check-up. This physical turned into a 2.5 hour long doctor visit, as x-rays were taken of my back. Lo and behold, I have severe scoliosis. It’s gone undiagnosed for years, even though I’ve had x-rays taken before. Thus, I will soon be attending physical therapy, yet the severity of this scoliosis may only be corrected by back surgery, so I’m told. I guess I can just cross my fingers… Talk about an ending to a great weekend home.
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by retrogal15 on November 2nd, 2008 • No Comments »
It’s been months since my last post and looking back, I really had much to say about nothing. I intend to change that, as I personally have gone through some major life changes in the last few months, and yet all for the better.
In August I celebrated my 22nd birthday with my close friends, while camping and grilling out continuously in a rural community, north of Madison. John planned it all and it was fantastic. *John is the ex I wrote of in a previous post, and in all honesty, we only took a “break,” as we never stopped seeing one another.* A week later we were to go camping, prior to me returning to the UW for my last semester, but that did not occur. John was diagnosed with bacterial meningitis caused by an infection surrounding his brain. We spent several weeks in the Neuro ICU in Madison. At this time I started school again and eventually had to quit one of my jobs, and thankfully. John has had a slow recovery and we now live together (in a horribly-noisey State St apartment). I’ve experienced deaths in my family and those of close friends, and for anyone who has experienced the same - it’s challenging. We were told on an almost daily basis that his chances of living were decreasing considerably. The tears, the fear, the anxiety… I wish it upon no one. I took away several things from all this and continue to do so… life is short. Life is truly short. Have fun, love, and take chances.
Jumping forward to the present…
John and I are moving back to Wausau, after my graduation this December. I never thought I would have returned to Wausau, let alone come to like it. After growing up in Madison my whole life, minus four years spent in Wausau, I am ready to say good-bye permanently. I hope to earn my substitute teaching license and John plans to do home renovation with my father and his cousin.
On a more light-hearted note:
I am looking forward to seeing To The Ground play often. (John’s cousin’s band). I’m hoping the Filmore is much more awesome than what I have been reading on the Citizen Wausau page. Also, I hope more punk and rockabilly acts pass through. I can wish! I am looking forward to seeing my sisters often (the dog is included in that), as my 14 year old sister, in particular, is to start at Wausau East next fall.
**Names have been changed, since this is a blog and all….
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by retrogal15 on June 23rd, 2008 • No Comments »
That’s right, I am. Actually, no I wasn’t, but Hamm’s beer was. In fact I am enjoying a Hamm’s Premium right now, but I must say Hamm’s Golden Draft is most definitely my favorite. Speaking of beer, I recently was hired at a liquor store, as a clerk/stock-bitch. The majority of our sales are that of Organic beers and wines. This community wherein the liquor store is situated, consists of individuals wishing to, if not already fully participating in, a ”natural” way of living. There is a co-op and several restaurants dedicated to vegan dishes. Eating “healthy” is not particuraly my thing, as I do enjoy the consistent burger, steak, fried chicken and/or anything that can be deep fried. So, needless to say, I have censored my love for true Wisconsin fare, when at work (I even ate an eggless eggsalad sandwich…. ew, effin’ gross). However, the people I work with are unique, entertaining and hardworking and in the end, that’s all that matters. In other news, I am currently in Wausau, as I had to return my sister to our parents. She stayed with me in Madison this past week, while our parental units enjoyed their 25th Wedding Anniversary in Whitefish, Montana. And as I write this, my dad keeps holding up photos of their trip, and naturally keeps stating that the reason they don’t have more is because they were confiscated by the park warden…. due to…. well, my dad likes to tell tall tales, and hilarious ones at that.
On that note, I need another beer.
Cheers.
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by retrogal15 on May 21st, 2008 • 3 Comments »
My mind is in such a rush right now, and right now being the past several days and currently.
Last week on Thursday I attended a KT Tunstall (never have been a fan) concert with my friend, as she had an extra (free) ticket. Well, lo and behold, Paddy Casey opened for her. *I have been a fan of Paddy’s music and his hottness for close to seven years. To make a long story short, he asked me out. YES!!! He effin did!!! He said he’d like to see me prior to him leaving America for Ireland; that we would connect up soon. I believe this was my fifteen minutes of fame. Crazy.
This amazing occurrence could not have happened at a better time, as I, yes me, broke off my relationship with my boyfriend of close to a year. Interesting enough, I feel just as emotional if I was to be the dumpee. I have no yearning right now to be social and it takes a shit-ton of effort to be social. Time heals. I do think time heals, but for those that believe life is short, then I question if some individuals take too much time to grieve and recover? Are we wasting “precious” moments? For me, I easily could be, yet lying in my bed watching movies, reading, listening to KISS albums on my record player consistently, and writing this blog is just as preferred as going out, getting wasted and partaking in acts of debauchery. Don’t get me wrong, I love that all too, but for now “this” seems fitting.
On a more lively note, I will be visiting my parents and sister this coming Memorial Day weekend in Wausau. My parents idea of fun is gardening, landscaping and grilling out. I’m all for grilling out hardcore-style, just not so much for the dirt and worms things. But, their hard work has paid off, as their yard was on the garden tour twice in the past three years. Not to mention my sister and I have always been fortunate to have parents that actually care for their yard and home. Albeit, at times our homes have been messy (we’ve had five due to career promotions/changes), but never filthy.
Well, to those who may actually read this, I apologize for the randomness. In all honesty, this is just the tip of the iceberg. Not everything that’s happening is “bad” currently, as countless wonderful things have also occurred, be them towards me or with my family and friends.
Anyways, PI here I come!
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by retrogal15 on May 14th, 2008 • No Comments »
Less than 10 minutes ago I submitted my last final research paper via email. Yesterday I submitted a paper in person, and walked away. I walked away from students, organizations, cliques of people, etc. - it was damn satisfying. For as much as I love studying various subjects, in specific history, I love not having to be around campus life, even more. In consequence, for the past four years I believe I’ve become the most anti-college college student (both in appearance and attitude - but who knows, maybe I’m wrong?). Anyways, I’m done for this year.
In other news, I am attempting to find a position, either with a camp or school program working with teenagers for the summer. A few options seem promising, yet I do think I would have to give up my other job, which in the long run may not be so wise.
Speaking of which, I should be getting ready for work.
At some other time, I will explain my relationship with Wausau; it once was a hate-hate relationship and now it’s like-love relationship.
Cheers!
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by retrogal15 on May 13th, 2008 • No Comments »
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